First, I will say I am honest, faithful, and loyal without any pretentiousness. I feel the worst thing a man can be is a liar or a cheat to himself or others. I am kind, well mannered, reverent of others (not rude), optimistic, cheerful, genuinely caring, patient, compassionate, and understanding with many romantic proclivities. If I see someone in trouble I stop what I am doing and assist them...nothing is ever all about me. My exterior may appear rugged and intimidating…that does keep most away, but if they can press on beyond that they find I am a very sentimental approachable man and can express emotions openly without fear of ridicule or not to care if there is any. I try to be a man fun to be around for all people. I think people will forget the things others say over time but they will always remember how you make them feel when you are around. It is never lost on me. I will be me no matter what and foremost and never stifle that. I am very caring, easy-going, and passionate man with very friendly and helpful disposition. I always come from the heart with what I mean and know to be good communicator one must first actively be a great listener to others. I have no bad alcohol, drug, or smoking addictions, and never physically abusive to any women...I deeply despise that weakness in men! I like to have nice discussions with women much more than men. Men can tell you sports trivia or scores, engine metrics, or alcohol content in a beer. Women go deeper in thoughts and probe much more meaningful dialogue and engage my mind and heart together. I like when I am truly seen inside, understood, and respected. I maintain good health standards, but to admit I like too much ice cream. When in love I am my best! I let my passionate flow for her become a never ending art form. I want to please her, listen to her, hold her hand in walks, shower her with affection and attention. She will be my goddess queen over the kingdom of my heart. I want to be burning at both ends as a friend and as a lover. I want to know what makes her eyes grow big and wide, her heart sigh, and what makes her laugh adoringly at me and the world and I will keep trying always to get those cherished reactions from her. I am great kisser and patient gentle lover with slow methodical touch... never to rush I want to savor every glorious moment. My family is unique mix; part Cherokee American Indian and part Welsh (West England). I am a family first guy and work a distant second because one has to provide for the more vital important first. I hold family values very sacred and close to my heart. Right now, my mom has had major turn on her health and cannot care for herself. I have moved her into my house to stay with her and care for her. She cannot cook, clean, and has mobility issues, so I must devote most of my time outside of work to be there and care for her. It is no sacrifice, no road to sainthood, I am not missing anything...I am simply returning all the love and care this great woman gave to my life with all her own and many sacrifices. It is only labor of love and I feel proud and honored to be the one she will rely upon. I am rather modest and never brutish, boastful, or full of bravado... I have my ego in calm, humble, and quietly reserved check. I am secure in myself, so I have no need for jealousy or envy. I am a quintessential knight... I take vows and commitments very seriously and am gallant and chivalrous in my heart's pursuits. I protect my family like a lion and will die if needed in that protective devotion. I have belief in God. I believe in karma and faith. Karma for the wicked and faith for the good. I chose always the good and righteous path for my soul even if it is a choice that's means and ends hurts me to suffer...that is after all the test of true faith and penitence. Do right despite outcomes for self. To me a woman is not property to me, she my better equal and is the providence by which arrives the joyous happy healthy heart of her man. I will never stifle anyone's freedom or aspirations but only to rejoice and celebrate in it together. I am very serious on here, but will be patient and measured in my pursuit to find her. I know what I want and more importantly, what I need. I understand being an enigma to most. I have tremendous willpower and moral turpitude (a rarity among men) and do not suffer the eyes of most men who may look upon a woman with only eyes of want and/or selfish gratification. I am more interested in the conditions of the heart and do not care what beauty you look like if your heart is particularly ugly. I will have always planned to hang around after the bedroom to talk in cuddle and maybe scrounge up breakfast, because it will have been so hard for you to get me there in the first place....many many successfully jumped hurdles. I too from even age have no desperation for being alone...I know there are worse things to be, you could be with someone who only makes you to feel you are alone. I will not...great wife, great life, or this horseman rides out solo lone sword into the sunset.

On a side note, I have been to Ukraine numerous times (over 17 times)...I will keep visiting whether to meet someone or not. I have other tertiary interest to explore and learn. I have had a long distance relationship for 3 years to an engagement. She got ‘cold feet’ so we broke relations. She also was not loyal to me which explains cold feet and cold heart. Anyway, starting over...hopefully for my heart, not repeating. From experience, if you do not know English well, it is going to be very tough. My Russian is basic to get around, ask necessity things, but not conversational, but I work on it as a bridge...I do not expect someone to learn my language and I sit and do nothing. If we are to be this team, we must build together, right?

I am here looking for beloved wife only, age group of 38-50...no pen pals, sex tourist flings, or mistress, or any other self-aggrandizing delusional jollies. I must say this as well apparently and unfortunately...if you are married, if you have a steady boyfriend there or anywhere, if you are not serious and somehow under the employ as a serial dating site representative looking for a walking wallet....please, please do not contact me. I will not be interested. Chances are if I travel it has been a long way to meet you exclusively at some expense to include emotionally...no one wants to do that to the tune of a lie. Do not toy with me or try to game me, I would never do the same to you. A lot of things are rampant here on such sites and sincerity in thoughts and motives are not always one of them...it is very incredibly frustrating! I think it is for most; you come to such site a dreamy optimism, you leave an informed realist. It probably also is not wise to try to fool a chief inspector...I am use to people holding most of the pieces of the puzzle and figuring it all out despite that fact. A very logical analytical brain coupled with a well versed experience in human behavior psychology is not a good proving ground to test lies or conjecture. That disclaimer out of the way, please continue. I must warn, I have very skeptical nature about people’s real intentions so I pursue cautiously and am smart about who I let in closer. I form alliances. I have close Ukrainian friends at home...I bounce things off of them and they tell me when to run or pursue. They care very much about me and I them. They are great friends! I hope too this helps demonstrate the seriousness of my intentions....find a great wife. I believe starting out as caring friends is a powerful position to start. You bring bricks, I will bring mortar, and let us begin building this foundation of our life together with love, trust, commitment, honor, and many happy laughs and cherished memories. I am looking for an active, sweet, sensitive, TRUSTWORTHY, HONEST, FAITHFUL, goodhearted, kind with a sense of fair play, patient, affectionate, woman with a special zeal for life. I want someone who is poignantly serious about a committed relationship, seasoned by life with a mature sense, and will share and express similar interest and strong family values. Someone who is not only my beloved but my best friend too and we will share our goals together in life to have a strong loving and committed relationship built on mutual respect, kindness, compassion, honor, honesty, and love. Do not bring to the table only what I can get but how I can give to the relations... too self-absorbed leaves only apathy to any appetite and I do not want to starve in you. Be my supportive rock! I like smart sharp determined women with moral clarity, dignity and self-respect... not raunchy, naughty, or quick to throw out sexual innuendos to a stranger online. Really, does any guy want to hear that when looking for a wife? Never sell yourself cheap...go with classy, regal, poised, and refined with higher mind power than heels could ever go. I will want to hear your mind on all topics...professional woman with high intelligence. Cute sweetness with a sense of humor over sexy with a sense of vanity. Fluent English not required but maybe rudimentary basic understanding helpful. I have English teacher degree so I will help you plus I self-study Russian and now also Ukrainian. I am a firm believer once married that you should date your wife forever. By this I mean never allow yourself to forget her or think you one day in the past won her heart. Show her your true heart and core soul with daily affirmation... always let her know in verbs you are a lucky man. Be forever allured by her grace and mystique, give affection and attention always, be a great active and supportive listener (when she speaks, words are coming out...they are important), surprise her out of the blue and not just special holidays, take her out dancing, to dinner, or a play she likes. Value her always and that value, that love, will be returned tenfold all the days of life. Some have asked if I am lonely, you bet...I could bottle loneliness and sell it in town off the back of a truck if anyone wants it and never run out of supply. But I believe too, I believe seek and you will find, love and you will be loved back, try and fail but continue anyway...someone will see your true soul and want it for their own. If you are out there... baby, I never stopped looking for or loving you even from a distance of a world away....I leave in a short poem I wrote: If I should come to you in the Springtime of desire, How could I know your love would always stay the same? Would I stay and yield myself to your sun of Summer, then content myself with Autumns dwindling flame. If I should come to you at the dawning of devotion, how would I know That Summers sun would never set? Could I shield myself from the frosty winds of late Autumn... Or would you leave me alone to Winters long regret?